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Old 11-13-14, 07:23 PM   #21
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I do, though I tend to be a tad careful as sometimes, even philosophy can trigger fast paced episodes in my head which can later turn into a repetitive cycle.
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Old 11-13-14, 07:33 PM   #22
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So what's going on a majority of the time?
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Old 11-13-14, 07:47 PM   #23
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Depends on the day and mood. At times I can be not thinking too much about anything, at others (especially if I happen to read or find an interesting article or piece of information) I can be going on overload with though. At night sometimes when I find myself unable to sleep, that can trigger a cycle though, at other times, even while occupied, I hear voices repeating something over and over. At times I can understand it and at others it just sound like gibberish but it doesn't shut up. I can only hope to fall asleep quick in order to not hear the voices.
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Old 11-13-14, 08:41 PM   #24
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I wonder if that should be something to be concerned about. Like if it was an indication of some early stages of a mental condition. People have jokingly and seriously at times said I'm insane for my way of acting/reacting but I have always brushed it off as people being stupid or something.
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Old 11-14-14, 10:33 AM   #25
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Your thinking sounds unhealthy IMHO. I thought you enjoyed it. I thought it made you learn and grow intellectually and maybe even emotionally....? So far talking to myself has been grand, I just need to practice it instead of the default of talking back to the pesky ass voices.
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It has its bad days but I do enjoy it regardless.
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You enjoy fighting in your head and repetitive phrases? No offense, I'm just confused, as you said it was an issue.
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Probably should have phrased it better. I meant that while it has its bad days such as the inner fights and cycles, I do enjoy doing it when/while it doesn't cause those unpleasant things.
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-They call me names to manipulate me, like asking "are you a freak nasty ho or are you a queen?" I don't want to be either of those!

-I'm assertive in general. I'm secure in my promiscuity for the most part because I know that gender is a social construct.

-I fucking HATE when the male voices are manipulative and act like "father knows best." I'm GLAD my father and grandfather are dead, sorry if that sounds like a bitchy thing to say. Father figures don't know what it's like to be a woman, sexually repressed. They don't realize that I don't want to get married. So am I supposed to be celibate for life?? It doesn't sink in with them that if I'm celibate until I get married, and I'm never getting married, that I'm celibate for life!!

-How do they have morals if they're trying to shame a girl out of freedom, a girl who hurts NO ONE?!

-Yes I think I'm seen as a threat because I'm like Samantha from Sex and the City: promiscuous, non-conformist, yet still successful and have my act together for the most part.
Well in my opinion you should avoid people who outright insult you.
If you don't want to be a whore or a queen, don't be, just be yourself.

Also, please forgive me for what I am going to say now, but in my opinion you are in serious need of a reality check. Gender is a social construct? Excuse me, but gender is a biological reality that is forced upon us. It is an accident of birth, and it can only be escaped partially. You will always be viewed as a woman, because you are a woman. You will always be a woman, unless you change your gender, which is painful and extreemely costly. There are only a very few things in this world that a woman can not do, and I think you should appreciate this freedom that the feminist movements have earned for you and future women. Being a women is hardly a disadvantage theese days.

Promiscuity and security are mutually exclusive, at least in terms of physical health. Being promiscous inherently carries with itself the constant risk of getting infected by some disease, even if you protect yourself. There is no secure promiscuity, only safer versions of promiscuity. Since you have stated that you will not get married, it is entirely your bussiness what you do with your own body, but I don't think you are a secure person, because you are one of the most active users on this site. Reading through most of your posts, I get the impression that you are a deeply disturbed person who is struggling for her own freedom no matter the cost.

The part about your father and grandfather tells me a great deal about you though. Father figures don't know what it is like to be a woman? This is extreemely judgamental on your part. And I must point out that you obviously don't know what it's like to be a parent, or more importantly, a father, thus your condemnation is not justified. You call them manipulators, but is it possible that perharps you don't want to see what they are trying to point out? If there are people reaching out for you, and you reject everything they say, you will never get along. I get the impression that you had serious issues with your father. Maybe you hould bring that up with a therapist.

A caring father sees her daughter as someone who needs constant protection. She needs to be protected from low quality males, her value and virtue must be preserved. This is comletely basic human behaviour and there is nothing wrong with it.
Women are inherently more vulnerable sexually then men. This is why father figures in your life are so harsh towards you, and this is why most people will sneer at your promiscous behaviour.

I agree on the threat part. I think peole really see you as a threat, but you should think about what that means.
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Old 11-18-14, 07:12 PM   #30
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I will say it again: gender is a social construct.

You confuse SEX and GENDER. A sex change is about changing your SEX not your GENDER.

Sex - males and females; Gender - men and women.

Sex - XX vs XY chromosomes, penis/vagina, etc.

Gender is a social construct. How do I know this?:

There are societies where the double standard is reversed. For example, in Papua New Guinea, the men hate sex and the women try to seduce them. In Melanesia, the women sleep with ten or more men on their wedding night, at funerals, at feasts, and at other events. The Nadar women of Indonesia are promiscuous also and this isn't frowned upon.

As for other gender roles that are seen as natural byproducts of evolution: in Zululand, the men seek ambitious, resourceful women more than the women seek that in the men.

Posts like yours are the reason why I don't open up to people.
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